You met 'The Soldier Gyal' and that is who you fell in love with but not the person you wanted to be with. In all fairness to me and respecting our relationship I gave up the game and I changed, pretending to be someone I was not rather than sticking to my my rule, 'Take Me As I Am'. With this discovery, I realized that its in a womans natural instinct to cater to her man. We put them first and forgetting our needs, expecting him to take the lead and by putting a ring on it.
We are both unhappy but have decided to give this thing we call love another try- and now it feels like I'm all alone in love. Giving you your space, so I don't irritate you and foolishly thinking you may stay. Now I am here making the first attempt to put a smile on my baby's face today. Text messages first thing in the morning, plans for us to have lunch together and later on we will be caught up in the midnight hour. Playing our favorite songs to fade out the screams of pleasure and when its all over R Kelly starts singing, 'The Greatest Sex'.
Finally morning is here and I follow through my plan. Together now- face to face we stand and exchanging kisses on the cheek. As I stop to stare into your eyes, I could see that you are thoughtless, and your pulse tells me that your heart is not here where we are. I am now panicking and pondering my next move. The only thing I could say, 'was that I missed you' and in return, you held my cheek with pity for this poor girl who stands in front of you.
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