Where Is My Conscience

Some days I turn a blind eye to the hypocrisy of my own doings and with little or no regard for others who stand in my way... So hell is hot and so am I... Would you say I'm the "Girl on Fire"? How convenient we always find a song title to mask our non sense as we do with alcohol. A sad soul that has never been sold yet finds its way at hells door. Yes, I am a hypocrite, a liar and a fraud... I am capable of any evil, the desire to do what is wrong as my conscience feels pain after the sin has been done. But where has my conscience gone and what pleasure do I get in the act? Where is that voice, where is my conscience?

Don't Judge me... xo xo O'Jay-Maria Harris

Serendipity Inspired

Serendipity Inspired…
I have searched all my life in finding that perfect person I created in my mind. As I share my dreams and wait for my fairy tales to come true, I am left lonely and scared wondering if I would ever find him…

My dearest love where do I find you?
I have dreamt of you my whole life
You are my hopes and lifelong dreams
I feel you in the deepest part of my soul

I want to feel the gentle whisper of your tender kiss
I will never be tired—I will never be lonely
Feel my passion – See my hunger
I promise you my heart

As I seal my letter in a bottle
I go down on my knees
Chanting a little prayer
As the full moon rises above us
For our love to be connected

Gentle waves
strong winds
and a clear sky
safely sail this bottle straight to his heart…

I allow myself to grow crazy!

"Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. While some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do."

- Apple Inc

Love,

Mastin

New Tian Winter: CRASH [2011 Antigua Carnival Soca Release]

Tian Winter has so far released 3 brand new hot songs for 2011 Antigua Soca Carnival: Crash, which is my top favorite- then there's Push It Back and I'm Not Afraid, so check it on YouTube or Facebook/TianWinter... Cheers!!!

30 Things Every Woman Should Have Before She Turns 30*

By Wendy Atterberry
10/28/2009












1. Clothes that fit the size she is now, not the size she was five years ago
2. A weekly income that covers the rent (or mortgage payment)
3. An orgasm
4. Always enough toilet paper
5. A hair stylist she trusts
6. A favorite song, porn site, image, movie or fantasy that always gets her in the mood
7. Health insurance
8. A signature drink
9. A healthy relationship with her parents
10. Bras in the correct size
11. Enough alcohol in her home to offer drop-by guests a cocktail
12. An emergency hangover remedy
13. A voter registration card
14. A wardrobe that includes the perfectly flattering little black dress, a great pair of heels, jeans that make her ass look great, and a cute hat that hides a bad hair day
15. A yearly appointment with her gynecologist
16. The name of reliable movers to give her friends when they ask for help relocating
17. The gumption to ask a man out
18. A group of girlfriends who get it
19. A set of tools (and the ability to use them ... even if it’s just to hang a piece of art)
20. A balanced checkbook
21. No interest in men who just aren’t that into her
22. A vacation to look forward to at least once a year
23. A good bulls**t detector
24. The courage to stand up for herself and her beliefs
25. A favorite sex position
26. A set of hand towels so guests don’t have dry their hands on her bath towel (gross!)
27. Enough self-love to avoid and break off unhealthy friendships and relationships
28. A commitment to exercise
29. A retirement fund
30. A great vibrator

*And if you’re already past 30, it’s late, but not too late to tackle this list!